Chapter Eight — “You don’t have to hold anything back. Not with me.”
The chamber had never been this quiet.
The fire was low, casting soft gold across the stone. The sheets were already turned down. The crown was tucked into its velvet box. And Kael was lying on the bed, arms above his head, chest bare, still.
He wasn’t used to this.
Not the quiet.
Not the waiting.
Not the restraint.
Ilyan stood at the edge of the bed, fully clothed in soft black linen, the sleeves of his tunic pushed up, his fingers running lightly along the edge of the silk rope.
“You sure?” he asked.
Kael nodded once.
But didn’t speak.
He was naked, thick across his thighs, his cock half-hard and twitching with every breath, but it wasn’t arousal alone. It was vulnerability. And he wore it like a chain he chose.
Ilyan climbed onto the bed, moved with careful slowness—not hesitation. He took Kael’s wrists in his hands, looped the silk around them once, twice, then tied him to the headboard. Not tight.
But final.
Kael’s arms relaxed into it.
His chest rose.
Ilyan looked down at him. “You don’t have to hold anything back. Not with me.”
Kael’s eyes flickered.
“Then don’t be soft.”
Ilyan smiled.
“Oh, love,” he said, leaning down, “soft isn’t weak.”
He kissed him first.
Long.
Deep.
Mouth to mouth, tongue sweeping slow—owning the shape of him with no demand behind it. Then Ilyan moved down, hands sliding along Kael’s ribs, his hipbones, the inside of his thighs.
Not touching his cock.
Not yet.
“Gods,” Kael whispered, voice fraying. “You’re killing me.”
Ilyan pressed his lips to Kael’s stomach. “No. I’m keeping you.”
Then he licked him.
One long drag of his tongue from root to tip.
Kael shuddered—arms pulling tight against the binds.
Ilyan wrapped his lips around the head and sucked, slow, building pressure in slow, tight circles of his mouth. His hands held Kael’s hips down. His eyes never left his face.
Kael groaned.
Thrust once.
“Don’t stop.”
Ilyan didn’t.
He sucked harder. Deeper. Let spit drip down his cock, let the sounds echo into the still room.
Kael’s head dropped back.
His thighs were trembling now.
“Let me come,” he gasped.
Ilyan didn’t answer.
He pulled off with a wet sound.
“Not yet.”
Kael cursed.
“I’m going to lose it.”
“Good.”
Ilyan took him again.
This time all the way.
And didn’t stop until Kael was begging—panting, writhing, shaking.
“Please—fuck—Ilyan—”
He came with a cry that cracked his voice, body arching off the bed, cock spilling down Ilyan’s throat.
And Ilyan swallowed every drop.
Afterward, Kael collapsed.
Still bound.
Still panting.
Still watching Ilyan with wide, stunned eyes.
Ilyan climbed up and untied his wrists—gently. Then laid down beside him and took his hand.
Kael whispered, voice ruined:
“You owned me just now.”
Ilyan kissed his knuckles.
“And I’ll keep doing it. As long as you’ll let me.”