Chapter Eight — “You don’t have to hold anything back. Not with me.”

The chamber had never been this quiet.

The fire was low, casting soft gold across the stone. The sheets were already turned down. The crown was tucked into its velvet box. And Kael was lying on the bed, arms above his head, chest bare, still.

He wasn’t used to this.

Not the quiet.

Not the waiting.

Not the restraint.

Ilyan stood at the edge of the bed, fully clothed in soft black linen, the sleeves of his tunic pushed up, his fingers running lightly along the edge of the silk rope.

“You sure?” he asked.

Kael nodded once.

But didn’t speak.

He was naked, thick across his thighs, his cock half-hard and twitching with every breath, but it wasn’t arousal alone. It was vulnerability. And he wore it like a chain he chose.

Ilyan climbed onto the bed, moved with careful slowness—not hesitation. He took Kael’s wrists in his hands, looped the silk around them once, twice, then tied him to the headboard. Not tight.

But final.

Kael’s arms relaxed into it.

His chest rose.

Ilyan looked down at him. “You don’t have to hold anything back. Not with me.”

Kael’s eyes flickered.

“Then don’t be soft.”

Ilyan smiled.

“Oh, love,” he said, leaning down, “soft isn’t weak.”

He kissed him first.

Long.

Deep.

Mouth to mouth, tongue sweeping slow—owning the shape of him with no demand behind it. Then Ilyan moved down, hands sliding along Kael’s ribs, his hipbones, the inside of his thighs.

Not touching his cock.

Not yet.

“Gods,” Kael whispered, voice fraying. “You’re killing me.”

Ilyan pressed his lips to Kael’s stomach. “No. I’m keeping you.”

Then he licked him.

One long drag of his tongue from root to tip.

Kael shuddered—arms pulling tight against the binds.

Ilyan wrapped his lips around the head and sucked, slow, building pressure in slow, tight circles of his mouth. His hands held Kael’s hips down. His eyes never left his face.

Kael groaned.

Thrust once.

“Don’t stop.”

Ilyan didn’t.

He sucked harder. Deeper. Let spit drip down his cock, let the sounds echo into the still room.

Kael’s head dropped back.

His thighs were trembling now.

“Let me come,” he gasped.

Ilyan didn’t answer.

He pulled off with a wet sound.

“Not yet.”

Kael cursed.

“I’m going to lose it.”

Good.

Ilyan took him again.

This time all the way.

And didn’t stop until Kael was begging—panting, writhing, shaking.

“Please—fuck—Ilyan—”

He came with a cry that cracked his voice, body arching off the bed, cock spilling down Ilyan’s throat.

And Ilyan swallowed every drop.

Afterward, Kael collapsed.

Still bound.

Still panting.

Still watching Ilyan with wide, stunned eyes.

Ilyan climbed up and untied his wrists—gently. Then laid down beside him and took his hand.

Kael whispered, voice ruined:

“You owned me just now.”

Ilyan kissed his knuckles.

“And I’ll keep doing it. As long as you’ll let me.”

Chapter Seven — “Don’t touch me there. Not until I beg.”

Ilyan stood by the bed, already bare to the waist.

He moved slowly, deliberately, rolling the sleeves of his robe down his arms. The light in the chamber was low—gold against stone, evening pressing in through sheer drapes.

Kael stood behind him, silent.

Watching.

The silence wasn’t tension anymore.

It was weight.

“I want you to tie me,” Ilyan said.

Kael didn’t blink.

“I want you to tease me,” Ilyan continued. “Everywhere. Except where I need it.”

Kael stepped forward.

Took the robe from Ilyan’s shoulders with a gentleness that should’ve been impossible for hands that once snapped necks in the pit. He set it aside. Then reached for the silk cords resting on the bed.

“On your back,” Kael said.

Ilyan obeyed.

No hesitation.

His cock was already half-hard, resting against his lower stomach. His arms stretched above his head, wrists crossed. Kael tied them together with the first length of silk, then anchored them to the headboard.

Not tight.

But unmovable.

Kael stepped back to look at him.

Ilyan’s chest rose and fell with anticipation. His eyes were half-lidded. His legs already parted.

“I’ll beg,” he said.

Kael gave him a single nod.

“Good.”

He started slow.

Fingers first.

Tracing the hollow of Ilyan’s throat. The dip of his collarbone. Down his ribs. Over the scar on his left side. Kael kissed it, then dragged his mouth lower—lips against skin, breath hot, not touching his cock.

Ilyan arched slightly.

Kael bit his hip.

Not cruel.

Just enough.

Ilyan moaned.

“Not yet,” Kael whispered, mouth moving lower. “You don’t beg with your voice yet.”

He licked along the inside of Ilyan’s thigh, just brushing the base of his cock with his cheek. Ilyan twitched.

Kael didn’t take him.

He licked up his thigh again, then sucked a bruise into the skin just beneath his hipbone.

Ilyan groaned. “Please—”

Kael looked up.

“Not enough.”

He used his hands next—stroking Ilyan’s stomach, dragging his fingertips lightly over his nipples, kissing down the curve of his waist.

Then he blew softly on Ilyan’s cock—now fully hard, flushed, twitching with every denied stroke.

Fuck,” Ilyan hissed, hands tightening against the binds. “Kael—

Kael leaned close.

His lips ghosted just over the tip.

“You don’t want to be spared,” he whispered.

“No.”

“You want to be used.”

“Yes.”

“You want me to ruin you.”

Ilyan nodded, frantic now.

“Then beg.”

Ilyan’s voice cracked. “Please—please, Kael, I want you to take it—I want to come—I want to come from you, only you, please—”

Kael wrapped his lips around him.

Sucked him down in one motion.

Ilyan screamed—back arching, hips jerking, cock twitching hard in Kael’s mouth as he came, fast and violent, spilling down Kael’s throat.

Kael didn’t pull back.

He swallowed every drop.

And when Ilyan collapsed, still tied, still gasping, Kael climbed up beside him, resting a hand over his chest.

“You’re safe,” he whispered.

Ilyan turned his head.

Eyes glassy. Breath wrecked.

And said, “Only with you.

Chapter Six — “Let me serve you.”

Morning crept into the room in streaks of pale light, brushing against bare skin and linen in soft gold. The fire had died to embers. The castle was still quiet—no court, no guards, no kingdom demanding attention.

Just breath.

Just warmth.

Kael sat on the edge of the bed, robe loose over one shoulder, spine bowed. He was tracing a scar at his side, absentmindedly. Ilyan stirred behind him, shifted under the sheets, and watched him for a long time.

Then, without speaking, he moved to kneel on the floor.

Kael turned slowly. “What are you—”

“Let me serve you.”

Ilyan’s voice was low. Steady. Not playful.

Kael blinked, caught between refusal and hunger. “You don’t have to.”

“I want to.”

Ilyan leaned forward, hands sliding beneath the folds of Kael’s robe, parting it. His palms pressed against Kael’s thighs, slowly guiding them open. Kael’s cock was already stirring—half-hard, twitching against his stomach.

“I want to see you come undone,” Ilyan said, gaze rising. “I want to know what it looks like when you let go.”

Kael didn’t move.

Didn’t speak.

But he leaned back.

Let the robe fall from his shoulders.

Let himself be seen.

Ilyan lowered his mouth to the base of Kael’s cock, tongue flicking out, soft and teasing. He kissed a trail up the shaft—gentle, almost chaste. Until Kael’s breath hitched.

Then he opened his mouth and took him in.

Kael groaned.

Not loud.

But low.

Real.

Ilyan sucked him deep, tongue pressing against the underside, hands stroking what he couldn’t take. His head bobbed in slow rhythm, mouth wet, perfect, relentless in its worship.

Kael’s hand slid into his hair, gripping—not to guide. Just to hold on.

“Ilyan—” he gasped.

But the king didn’t stop.

He hollowed his cheeks and swallowed Kael deeper, lips slick with saliva, moaning around him like he was the one receiving pleasure.

Kael’s head fell back.

His hips began to roll into Ilyan’s mouth.

Controlled at first.

Then not.

He was panting now, cock throbbing between Ilyan’s lips, hand tightening in his hair.

“I’m—” he started.

Ilyan looked up.

Eyes full of devotion.

And didn’t stop.

Kael came with a broken sound, spilling down his throat in long, hot pulses, thighs shaking under Ilyan’s hands.

He didn’t pull back.

Didn’t flinch.

He swallowed everything.

Then leaned his head against Kael’s thigh, lips still wet, breath still heavy.

Kael looked down at him.

Eyes wide.

Chest rising.

And whispered, not like a command—but like a truth:

“You’re mine.”

Ilyan smiled.

And whispered back, lips against his skin:

“I always have been.”

Chapter Five — “You don’t have to be strong now.”

The sheets stuck to their bodies in tangled folds.

Ilyan lay on his back, chest rising in slow, steady pulls. His thighs trembled faintly. Sweat cooled in the hollows of his hips. Kael didn’t move for a long time. He stayed above him, half buried, one arm braced beside his head, the other cradling Ilyan’s cheek.

The crown prince—king in all but title—had his eyes closed, lips parted.

And he looked peaceful.

Not worn. Not ruined.

Just quiet.

Kael exhaled.

He pulled out gently, careful not to draw a sound from the man beneath him. Then rose from the bed, naked, scarred, steady. He soaked a cloth in warm water from the washbasin and returned without a word.

Ilyan opened his eyes.

“You don’t have to—”

Kael silenced him with a look.

He pressed the cloth to Ilyan’s thigh, dragging it slowly upward, wiping away the mess of sex with reverent care. The gentlest pressure. No rush.

“You don’t have to be strong now,” Kael said.

Ilyan blinked. “I’m not trying to be.”

Kael’s hand lingered.

“You never let anyone hold you.”

Ilyan reached up, brushed his fingers along Kael’s jaw. “Then hold me.”

Kael did.

He slid into bed beside him, wrapping one arm around Ilyan’s chest, their legs tangling instinctively. Ilyan pressed his face into Kael’s shoulder, breath syncing to the slower rhythm of trust.

Not heat.

Not lust.

Just presence.

“I thought you’d leave after,” Ilyan whispered.

Kael made a low sound in his throat. “Then you don’t know me yet.”

“I know you better than anyone.”

“Then you should know I don’t fuck people I plan to walk away from.”

Ilyan’s breath caught.

Not from fear.

From relief.

He curled tighter into Kael’s chest.

“I didn’t want to be king alone,” he said.

“You’re not,” Kael murmured.

His hand trailed up Ilyan’s back, palm wide, steady.

“I’m not just your blade. Not anymore.”

Ilyan didn’t answer.

Just held him.

And let himself be held.

Chapter Four — “You don’t look away when I undress.”

The palace was quiet that night.

Too quiet.

No guards at the door. No courtiers whispering in corners. No scrolls to read or blades to polish. Just the dim crackle of a fire, the soft hiss of rain sliding down stone, and Ilyan standing by Kael’s chamber door with his hand on the handle.

He didn’t knock.

He opened it slowly and stepped inside.

Kael looked up from where he sat at the edge of the bed, shirt unbuttoned, a scarred hand wrapped around a cup of untouched wine.

Their eyes met.

Neither spoke.

Ilyan moved toward the hearth—toward the light—until the flames painted his skin in shadow and amber. He turned, shoulders square, chin lifted.

“You don’t look away when I undress.”

Kael set the cup down.

“I never have.”

Ilyan reached for the sash at his waist.

Untied it.

Let the robe fall.

It slipped from his shoulders like water and pooled at his feet, leaving him bare. Bare in a way no court had ever seen. Not vulnerable. Not nervous.

Offered.

Kael stood slowly.

Approached.

He didn’t touch him at first. Just circled him—one step, then another. His breath roughened. His eyes dipped down, hungry but held tight under control.

Then his fingers brushed Ilyan’s ribs.

Light.

Testing.

Ilyan didn’t flinch.

Kael stepped behind him, hands ghosting along his hips, mouth near his neck.

“Tell me to stop,” he whispered.

“No.”

“Tell me what you want.”

“You.”

Kael’s hands flattened against his stomach.

“Everything?”

Everything.

Kael turned him with a firm hand on the shoulder and kissed him. Deep. Long. No teasing. Just yes.

And Ilyan moaned into it—body arching, mouth parting, arms wrapping tight around Kael’s neck like he never planned to let go.

They moved to the bed together—Kael lowering Ilyan down gently, spreading his thighs, kneeling between them with something almost reverent in the way he looked at him.

“You’re sure?” Kael asked.

Ilyan reached down.

Gripped his cock.

Lined it up.

And whispered:

“Take me. Now.

Kael entered him slow.

A single push.

One deep, breathless stroke that made Ilyan gasp and dig his fingers into Kael’s forearms.

Kael held there, panting.

His voice cracked. “Fuck—you feel like you were built for this.

Ilyan laughed. Then moaned. Then said, softer:

“I was built for you.”

Kael moved.

Not rushed.

Not delicate.

Certain.

His thrusts were deep and even, cock dragging along Ilyan’s walls, pressure perfect, pace timed to each drawn-out gasp from the man beneath him. Their bodies met in quiet rhythm. Sweat built slow. The sheets twisted. Ilyan wrapped his legs around Kael’s hips and pulled him deeper.

Kael groaned.

“You’re taking me so well.”

“You’re filling me so fucking deep,” Ilyan breathed.

Kael reached down, wrapped a hand around Ilyan’s cock.

“Come for me.”

Ilyan did.

Hard.

All over his stomach and Kael’s hand, his back arching, mouth falling open in a shudder that looked like worship.

Kael followed seconds later, spilling deep inside him with a raw sound, burying his face in Ilyan’s neck, body trembling.

They stayed like that.

Connected.

Breathless.

Kael didn’t pull out.

Ilyan didn’t ask him to.

And when the fire dimmed, when sleep tugged at them, Kael whispered into Ilyan’s hair:

“I won’t ever take less than all of you.”

Ilyan smiled.

“Good. I don’t want to be spared.”

Chapter Three — “Call me prince again. Say it like you mean it.”

Rain tapped against the training hall roof in slow, irregular rhythm. Outside, the courtyard blurred in sheets of silver, torchlight flickering on the stone like something distant and dying.

Kael stood beneath the high windows, water dripping from his shoulders. He hadn’t left after drills. Neither had Ilyan.

The prince sat on the edge of the sparring platform, one boot unlaced, hair damp and curling at the edges, arms braced behind him.

They hadn’t spoken in almost ten minutes.

The air between them was tense. But not with anger.

Kael finally turned.

“You’ll tear that rib again.”

Ilyan rolled his eyes. “I’m not made of glass.”

“You’re made of recklessness.”

“And you’re made of stone.”

Kael approached slowly, each step deliberate.

Ilyan’s breath hitched, barely audible.

“You don’t listen,” Kael said.

“You don’t see me.”

Kael stopped two feet away. The silence stretched.

Then:

“Say it.”

Ilyan blinked. “Say what?”

“Call me prince again,” Ilyan said, eyes narrowing. “Say it like you mean it.

Kael stepped forward.

One hand came up—slow, visible—and gripped Ilyan’s jaw.

Not hard.

Just firm.

He stared into the prince’s eyes, thumb brushing the corner of his mouth.

“My prince.”

It didn’t sound sarcastic.

It didn’t sound mocking.

It sounded true.

Ilyan inhaled sharply.

Kael’s hand didn’t move.

“Tell me to stop,” he said.

Ilyan didn’t speak.

Kael leaned in, so close their lips nearly brushed.

“Say no,” Kael whispered, “and I’ll leave this room and never cross this line again.”

Ilyan shook his head. Not in fear. Not in hesitation.

In surrender.

“I don’t want you to stop.”

Kael waited one more breath.

Then kissed him.

It was not soft.

Not frantic.

It was precise—controlled, deep, tongue sweeping in like he meant to claim space. Ilyan responded instantly, hands gripping Kael’s shirt, dragging him closer, tilting his head to deepen the kiss like he’d been waiting for this exact moment for years.

Kael growled against his lips.

“You’re trembling.”

“So are you,” Ilyan whispered.

Kael pushed him down onto the mat—gently. One hand caught the back of his head to keep it from hitting too hard. His mouth never left Ilyan’s.

When he pulled back, his eyes were darker than before.

“I’m not going to take you tonight.”

Ilyan’s breath caught. “Why?”

Kael looked down at him—at the prince’s flushed cheeks, the pulse at his throat, the full-body tension of a man who wanted to be devoured.

“Because you’re not ready to be fucked,” Kael said.

He leaned in close. Voice a low promise:

“Not the way I do it.”

He stood. Adjusted his belt.

Left.

And this time—Ilyan didn’t call after him.

He just lay there, chest rising, eyes closed.

And whispered, to no one:

“I’m ready when you are.”